of course..

change has come. as i sit here, i'm reflecting on the past month. it was a big move towards someone i want to be.

i haven't felt the sudden fear or paranoia i used to get whenever i entered public places.

i may still deal with depression, but i know that help is coming my way very soon. of course, i may have to take medicine to control it, but i'm slowly getting to the point i'm OK with it. i have to. i just know it. soon i'll be me again.

"it feels so nice having my calender finally filled."

So..

I got lazy and didn't bother to write anything down. Typical me. Well, anyways... I got a bunny! Yes, a bunny. I went to the flea market a few days or a week ago, I dunno, and got 'em for 10$ (I think?). His name is Travis! Adorable and a total brat. My sense of time has been lost once more from all of The Sims Life Stories I've been playing lately, and FF12 or something like that. Memory is going kaput too.

Ne'ways, I'll try to type some sort of experience about my show I saw back on May 9th and post it, but that might take a little while since I have stuff going on in the next month or two. Tons of doctor drama and a trip to do for a week. Stressful, yes. I just hope that I can make it and not burn out of energy like I've done so many times in the past. Uggh. A post about how music has affected my life might pop up.

Toodles for now.

One word:

FUCK.

NINJA..

I'm probably going to regret this entire post in a few days or so but I have to update you all on my beyond boring life! So.. the NINJA tour will begin soon! They released a six song EP containing unreleased songs from all three of the acts. (Yes, three. Two songs each and Street Sweeper is in there too!) Of course, before that happened Mr. TR had a plug pulled and a BSOD (Um, not really. Are ya nuts? He's a Mac wiz.) happen. EPIC!

Anyways.. I've learned what paper, paints and colored pencils are again after not drawing on physical things for probably over a year or so. (I got sucked into the digital nerdness) It's probably from me switching from Windows to Linux and not having my tablet drivers on here.. heh.. heheh. I didn't tell you that about that, did I? Well, I finally threw Windows out the door and made the switch to Linux.

But, uh.. besides that I haven't been doing much besides growing a bigger potty mouth and getting more cranky about peeps complaining about the world being so "stupid" and "inconceivable". Oh, that and I've been going down to my local park (that's like two blocks away from here Yeah, you suck and I rock.) I also scare little kiddies while I rock out on the swings. Did I mention it has a beach? Fuck yeah.

Alright.. now back to thinking so hard about how to get to a NIN show that my brain fries like chicken.

Take My Camera Away

OK, take it away.. now.

Josh Freese

OK, I bet you're sick of me talking but I have one last thing for today - Josh Freese. Yeah, I forgot to mention him a day.. ago? I forgot, my brain is forgetting everything since I had a killer headache today. Anyways, besides me being in pain (which one of my lovely readers will find funny).. Josh Freese will be releasing a new album on March 24th. He just released one of the tracks for free on his website; all you have to do is entire yer email and you're dancing like a monkey on crack. Have fun while looking at his insane pricing packages 'cause I sure did.

Brad Sucks

So, one of my favorite indie bands (er, artist? I mean, he's a one man band..) posted this video a few days ago and I couldn't help but show you all. I found it funny.. (But then again, I'm nuts.)